Wednesday, 8 November 2017

The Old her Is Slipping Away And That Scares her too much...

“A year from now you may wish you had started today.”Karen Lamb
She was honest, she was only 20 years old and find life hard, she felt like a beginner, she still find herself clueless sometimes, she gets scared and sometimes dread things. But then again she find things are hopeful, she is productive, she is positive and grateful to whatever she have.
She has experienced moments of brilliance when she felt like her work is on fire but then there are also time when she allow things to affect her too much, to drain the life from her chest until it is hollow.

It sometimes feel like losing her foot in the big climb of tree, it is like her grip has slipped.
Writing makes her feel good, as it keeps on reminding her how to stay up, when it seems like things are geared to keep her down.

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” Maria Robinson

It may sometimes feel like you should have started to change your life earlier, when you were a kid or in your early 20’s. Or that you should have been born in those right situations, like to be born with a golden spoon. It may feel like it is too late for you.
I understand that how it feels like when one may not be able to change their life in any way they want. There are real limits in everyone’s life and personal development and that is not magic that can just fix anything easily.

#you already know what to do
May be you know it, it could be your social life of your personal life, your confidence, money or health. Or relax for some days and think about it. Take time to focus on this because if you really want something then it becomes a whole lot easier to keep going. Or let your consciousness guide you, ask yourself what would you like to explore in life.
Always remember it is you and only you that can help yourself.

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I want to do it all.. I also want to do absolutely nothing!!

I am still discovering who I am, but at twenty I still have plenty of time for discovering, don’t you think?

Blogging is that passion that lit a spark on that dream of mine which made a place where I could share myself with others but sooner or later I realized that my real dream was helping others be heard by lending them a voice. Discipline is the art which I want to master. I feel myself like a Taxi Driver who is completely absurd regarding her destination yet retaining my “INNOCENCE”.